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philosophy of love
Like all people - I was born double minded, self-destructive and greedy, enslaved by needs and petty desires willing to please and conquer the world. So, I identified with fragmented parts of myself and my expressions - an image-maker, a child, a mother, a wife, lover, beauty, artist, former communist, capitalist, financier, winner, loser, abuser, abused, thinker, writer, language enthusiast, chocolatier, Christian, a child of God, a theater, the whole world and a small little nothing too. Sounds familiar? I just didn`t know what or whom to associate myself with. Who am I?
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" I wanted the whole world or nothing.
I wanted you. " - Charles Bukowski
Then, in 2019 I met the Mother of God, St.Jude and later Jesus and the Holy Spirit himself.
Something mysterious happened to me - I became a mystery to myself.
My search for what to do and how to be was over -
I knew who I am and with whom to associate myself with.
I wasn`t driven by something (intention, goals, ideas, plans, thought etc.) anymore -
instead - I was/am the drive.
It`s a sense of "havingness".
CONTENTMENT.
The irreversible fulfilment of the identity in Christ.
I have become the Love itself, the Beauty itself, the Fruit itself and the Value itself.
Only because now I am the child of God.
I guess, one would say - God has resolved my identity and value crisis.
And because of this sense of value, sprang out the desire to question what actually has
happened to me, how I was changed and how could I share my experience and
inspiration of Christian faith with other people - so they too could re-establish relationship with
this life changing force - the Love of Christ.
It`s not me anymore but my whole life has been converted into life = love.
The existential mystery of Christ,
which on itself is the union with Christ,
where life = love.
I am ONLY because God/Love is, all for the glory of God.
"Only love interests me, and I am only in contact with things that revolve around love" - Marc Chagall
"And God said, Let us make man in our image, after our likeness: and let them have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of the air, and over the cattle, and over all the earth, and over every creeping thing that creepeth upon the earth."
Genesis 1:26
“Religion is not a belief; it is the choiceless discovery of what is sacred. Every person for himself / herself.”
- Jiddu Krishnamurti
" Go therefore and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit." - Jesus Christ
Everita Dave - Thompson
